Peace

I wish to tell my friends about Moses’s wish to see Allah. He completed his journey and still he begged to see his face.

The hero who saved his people beyond anything you or I or anyone we know will ever know or feel. He still wasn’t satisfied and wished to see Allah’s face. He died blind.

We all serach for that one thing that will make everything alright but you will never find it. And you will suffer looking, for there is nothing out there and in your desperation you will die.

You wish for an excuse to not feel ego hurt. I wish for a reason to not have the uncomfortable feeling of engaging with my friends and family with the truth. I don’t want to go through that awkward feeling of I’m not already perfect as it is. I wish for a reason, an explanation as to why the world is imperfect and inconvenient in my eyes. Why God why? Why did you make me like this?

Your desires are false. You believe in satisfying your desires life will be better. This is just false and either you see it or don’t. You wish to end your desires to make life better, this cannot happen. Your desires will never end, believing that ‘they will make anything different in the long term' can. Will.

The truth. Reality owed you nothing as it is all with in you already. There is no more significance to you, your family or country than anyone else. Equal. There was never anything wrong.

Your life is fine as it is right now. You simply wish for the impossible because you do not see the truth. You wish for a reason why? Your suffering does not stop the gold, the gold is always there for you, you simply believe it to be elsewhere. Its right here.