How perfect is it possible to feel right now?

Just how perfect is it possible for me to feel in this situation right now. How perfect can this possibly be right now? What is actually wrong with this current moment?

How perfect is it possible for me to feel at any given moment?

How perfect is it possible to feel in the fear of being shouted at?

Not how do we maxise perfection — just in this unchanged moment right now, how perfect is it possible to feel?

Why is feeling perfect so important? Where does not having any conflict come from?

Where does acceptance come from?