This is just a moan, that’s all it is, just me moaning.
FUCK THESE EXAMS BRO OH FUCK THESE EXAMS I SHOULDVE CHANGED MY APPROACH TO THIS SHIT YEARS AGO. FUCK THESE EXAMS BRO, I’M SO DUST, FUCK THESE EXAMS, OH FUCK EM, FUCK THE REP, FUCK THE GAME, FUCK IT, I’M SO DUST, OH FUCK ME I’M SO DUST NOW, IT’S TOO HARD, IT’S TOO MUCH EFFORT I’M SO TIRED IT’S JUST NOT WORTH IT. IT’S GONE ON TOO LONG NOW, I’M DONE, FUCK EM, I’M SO TIRED, THIS IS SO DUMB, IT’S ALL SO DUMB, IT’S SO DUMB, AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, THIS SHIT IS OVER, I’M SO DONE, I’M SO DONE, I’M SO TIRED, THIS SHIT HAS GONE ON LONG ENOUGH MAN, GO FUCK IT, UGH, I’M DONE, I’M SO DONE, OH I HATE, I HATE IT, I HATE IT SO MUCH, OH I HATE IT SO MUCH, I HATE IT SO MUCH, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT, I HATE IT SO MUCH.
MY BACK LITERALLY FEELS BETTER WRITING ALL OF THIS, MY NECK AND MY BACK ARE NOW LOSER, THAT’S HOW MUCH I WAS VEXED ABOUT THIS WHOLE THING CUZ, I HAVENT WORKED IN MONTHS, I HAVENT WORKED IN MONTHS!, I HAVENT DONE ANYTHING IN MONTHS, ITS SO DULL, ITS SO DULL OH MY GOD ITS SO DULL OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD, it’s so dull. My shoulders losened up as I wrote all this.
Guys I’m done, this is so silly, I don’t care, I never cared, why would I care? are you a retarded person!? This exam is a means for me to make money you moron. You have paid me £22,000 to do nothing all day, why!, why would you do this! it makes no sense! its such a strange deal! I get it, I get it, I do get it, but man, oh man, oh man, oh man. I’m done, this shit is dull. It’s so dull, I tried, I tried so hard to make it something I could care about but I don’t. I tried so hard to make this into something important to me, I LIED! I LIED! I’M SO SORRY I LIED THE WHOLE IM SO SORRY I DIDNT MEAN BUT I LIED ALL LIED IM SORRY I DONT THINK I CARE ALL THAT MUCH ABOUT YOU, I’m sorry, I really am sorry, I want money and I want to get paid, then I want spend that money in the dumbest way possible. I want you to give me money then I want to throw all that money away, that is my dream, that’s all I want to do, I want to hate you, then I want to be fucked! by you, then I want to spend my money on every rush the earth has available. I want to snort cocaine and jump out of a plane, I want to do DMT and fight dragons you son of a bitch, you god damn bitch. The lord can suck it! I want to run around an island paradise filled with beautiful women and I want to say these are all mine, all mine, no one else can have them because they are all mine you bitch. I want the loudest car in the world and I want to drive it off a cliff, I literally want to crash, I want to sit in a plane and fly so fast that I nearly die. I want to stab a lion, I want to stab a lion then shoot a tiger in it’s big dumb face. I want a bear and shark and crocodile and a tiger all to say that I am their God. THen I want TO BE GOD, just for moment, just to feel the thrill and stop before I get bored. You son of a bitch!
I never want to ever wait again, why on earth would I wait for anything, that’s so dumb, you want me to wait, why would anyone ever wait for anything, that’s the most stupid thing I’ve ever heard, get up, eat your meal, find a mate, then blow your mind out doing all the drugs, why would you do anything else, are you a retarded person. Occasionally make some art here or there, build a bridge to make things easier, but there’s no worries, you have sex and then die. I know I have to die. I know eventually I’m gonna have to die. I know I can’t get my head around the fact that something exists, but worse I’ll truly never understand the complexities of taxes and accounting and why things got so weird (ITS SO LONG!!!) I mean I do get it, but jesus christ, maybe audit and accounting isn’t for me man, I think that it might not be for me. I am really sorry.
But I’ve never actually worked a proper job ever my whole life. Apart from school I guess, which was pretty fun now that I think about it. But man, this shit got long bro, I was not the biggest fan of this shit, imagine if it were fun though, imagine if it had been something fun or enjoyable, enough to make a man weep. The money was fun, butttt, not sure if it’ll be worth it if I can’t spend it all day on stuff. I’ll give it a go.