There is probably an ugly side to your favourite things in life.
If you have the time, whilst initially meh, it can be very fruitful to engage with and learn about the ugliest parts of what keeps you motivated. Those things have always been there and yet here you are, so it’s okay. This means yes, luck was involved to bring you to this happy moment it wasn’t all you. This always, for everyone, was and will be the case.
Learning will bring something interesting about.